More Afraid of Livin'

Bartender pour me another round Just fill her up and set her down And I'll take one more for the road One more time, before I go The reason that I smoke two packs a day And I drink all I can drink Livin' without her is livin' hell Why do I do this to myself? If I said I'm not scared, I'd be lyin' I'm just more afraid of livin' than dyin' Well my bed'll be backseat of my car Just put my keys behind the bar And I'll lay down holdin' on to memories Wakin' up with only me The reason that I smoke two packs a day And I drink all I can drink Livin' without her is livin' hell Don't know why I keep doin' this to myself If I said I'm not scared, I'd be lyin' I'm just more afraid of livin' than dyin' Could this be my last drink or my last cigarette I pray someday I'll get over her and learn to live again If I said I'm not scared, I'd be lyin' I'm just more afraid of livin' than dyin' Bartender pour me another round Just fill her up and set her down