Hold My Head High

I'm sitting here waiting for the cards to fall But my head has been racing Does it have any effect at all My words have stopped flowing, like I'm stuck in a daze I'm holding my hand out Someone help me find my way And I can't hold my head high anymore, I can't seem to breathe I'm trying to keep from walking out the door, to make myself believe I'm fine, it's cool I'm waiting for the moment To strive, to rule I guess for now I'll own it I gotta do something, or my life will never change This time I've gotta mean it, I'm gonna stick to everything I say It's happening around me, and I'm in the eye of the storm It's drawing me closer, to find what I've been looking for And I can't hold my head high anymore, I can't seem to breathe I'm trying to keep from walking out the door, to make myself believe I'm fine, it's cool I'm waiting for the moment To strive, to rule I guess for now I'll own it And I can't hold my head high anymore, I can't seem to breathe I'm trying to keep from walking out the door, to make myself believe I'm fine, it's cool I'm waiting for the moment To strive, to rule I guess for now I'll own it And I can't hold my head high anymore, I can't seem to breathe I'm trying to keep from walking out the door, to make myself believe I'm fine, it's cool I'm waiting for the moment To strive, to rule I guess for now I'll own it