Hard to Control

Sunday driving home There's no one on the road it's late Can't think but all my thoughts are screaming out loud Stare at the road As the yellow lines guide me home And I'm fading far away on a train wreck of emotion My eyes glaze over as I lose myself How do I return to what only seemed like moments ago I want my life back, some questions solved I long for that balance that I always seemed to have when I was young So hard to gauge now When I've gone too far It seems my extremes are so hard to control So hard to control Wake up its Wednesday Feel like I'm 20 pounds overweight Sleep deprived, I'm out of shape and my life's a month behind Social life on the shelf I'm running marathons to change my health But my friends say now they've lost another friend and it hurts Dive in to a blanket of work to escape Try to fix my mistakes by overcompensating I want my life back, some questions solved I long for that balance that I always seemed to have when I was young So hard to gauge now When I've gone too far It seems my extremes are so hard to control So hard to control I'm tryin to find the line Between black and white, day and night I need to fight for balance in what's wrong and right I want my life back, some questions solved I long for that balance that I always seemed to have when I was young So hard to gauge now When I've gone too far It seems my extremes are so hard to control So hard to control So hard to control