Trial by Self

I Lost my sight Lost my breath Lost the fight Somehow I, I Closed my eyes Clenched my hands And disappeared in fear My foolish lies They led me far from my life Hid me away From friends that tried to save me It's been said before That once its done its done The knives I pull out your heart Leave their ugly scars And now I cry as I pray For strength to finally say I'm listening I love you I love you I love you But how can I sew back the torn trust between us Its all I can do Now it's all I can do Now it's all I can do Now and I -- It's a trial by self Tried to hide that side of me you hated You couldn't find a way to escape it I bled my pain onto your plate But it was already full of your own mistakes It's a trial by self A trial by self Trial by self