On My Own

DB4R Yeh I'm tired of pretending I'm okay But I'm hurting deep inside and it just won't go away I hate that I just hide from all the people that I love I'm drowning in my tears it's like I can't breathe thru my lungs It's hard to stay strong 'cause I just wanna run away I hate the fact I'm in the dark facing my demons everyday I have this feeling in my stomach and my head I can't explain Lord don't let me lose it let me stay inside my lane It's like I'm there right when they need me when their times are getting hard When I need someone to pick me up they close the fucking door I'm tryna change my ways I pray to god to make me strong He's the wind beneath my wings 'cause I've been broken for so long And I try to be the best and it's just like it never works Sometimes I lay in bed and I just think about my purpose I'll never sell my soul not for the fame or for the fortune I'll never be the same I need some help I'm feeling hopeless (Yeh) I come from poverty a bunch of sad times We was dead broke in the hood yeh whole lotta bad crimes My mom can't pay the rent because we on our last dime It sucks I already know because this happened last time I'm tryna make a living just by singing all my songs I'm always by myself and I'm just writing bout my wrongs I'm too young for all this pain yeh you can hear it when I talk I gotta have some faith and hope one day I'll be a star And I just wanna be somebody I'm tired of being broken hearted Yea you know I'm tryna grind it's hard for me to maintain Not working for my first I'm working for my last name They don't wanna see me winning no support when it's my time to shine I got it out the mud but I'll be back I do it all the time I showed my family love it got me asking where the f*ck is mine Can't help all these perspectives but I change to get back on my grind You left me on my own You left me with no hope A lot of feelings I don't show That's why I sing all of my songs because I know ima grow