I Really Need a Hug

I'm bout to get this off my chest That lately I ain't been feeling the best I really need a hug and maybe a little neck This not loving anybody shit for the birds It's hard cause standing up and fighting for yours Will have you feeling like furniture left on right on the curb Unwanted all because I kept it one hundred Because I kept it one hundred My loneliness threshold second to none Cause people quarantine life be my regular one Shit sad And I hate feeling that so I just laugh Cause I just want a little time that's why I give that And looking back at past gives me whiplash Cause seeing me fall makes my skin crawl That's why I'm pissed off And why I get lost And why I shit talk And why I bounce place to place like a pinball Because I always want the best that's my pitfall And when life get fast I just press pause And then zone out And then I doze off Cause all this growth and all this pain got me stressed out I withhold love when I'm left out That's why my bad days always beat my best ones Why I cultivate bad traits not my best ones Why search for a girlfriend not my best friend Why I shun the bright side Embrace the dead one That's why I take a right hook but catch the left one That's why I always want them but never tell them But I still act fine so i impress them Is there an off button can I press it if I could turn off life then I would do it in a second And I would do it without question But then again I just really need hug yo I just really need hug yo Just really need a hug I just really need a hug yo Just really need hug I just really need hug yo I just really need a hug yo Just really want a hug yo I really need a hug yo Could really use hug yo That shit hard say out loud Don't even matter where come from Just really need a hug yo My room gets cold while the fans off Sometimes I just vibe and let the voices in my head talk I wonder if I'm someone people care about If I went ghost would they care about my whereabouts I wrap myself up in all this hate I sing just to drown out all the pain That's why the hole in heart stays the same How do I maintain I don't And I fall deeper in this hole every month Bout to say f*ck it and let it all go But then again I just really need hug yo I just really need hug yo Just really need a hug I just really need a hug yo Just really need hug I just really need hug yo I just really need a hug yo I Just really want a hug yo Yeah