i'm a mess

I'm a mess I had some good times I can't deny and some bad ones I loved all the nights under LED lights I felt alright I thought it's just life it happened twice I felt alright Then a third time opened my eyes I'm not alright I'm a mess Out of all the cold hearts that I've gone through you were my favorite because I loved to warm you Five days a week it's all boring but on the weekend I find a heart to pour in I'm a mess My mind and soul were breaking down And you made me more of a mess You cut me apart and threw me out And now my heart is bleeding out I like to think I was together But cause of trauma I'm a mess I'm a mess You made a bad mess under fucking stress and didn't wanna fix it You hurt someone so you've become a big bitch You had a best friend but now you pretend you didn't love him You hurt someone so you've become a big bitch I'm a mess Out of all the cold hearts that I've gone through you were my favorite because I loved to warm you Five days a week it's all boring but on the weekend I find a heart to pour in I'm a mess My mind and soul were breaking down And you made me more of a mess You cut me apart and threw me out And now my heart is bleeding out I like to think I was together But cause of trauma I'm a mess I'm a mess I'm a mess