WHATS THE TRUTH

I'll tell you my perception of life but mine only Nobody knows me I understand why you get lonely Observing the ones around me and what they showed me Influenced by my mom, hip hop and what they've told me But these ain't my own thoughts, someone poisoned me with fear Living like the end is near God take me out of here Here is the past, my demons & lies I live with Cheated on the one I saw myself having kids with Realized I was traumatized By the lies, see my eyes Filled with guilt Ima get myself killed God forgive me cause I know she won't God forgive me cause I know I won't So let it be At this point I don't know if I'll have a family When I'm 33 Not 23 Like everyone I see But that's life, everybody got a different path I laugh when I'm feeling sad Feels good when I'm doing bad What's going on There's something wrong or maybe I think there is Questioning my life, like this the way we suppose to live This is all we get to see Paid the price, not living free I'm gonna fight, what's killing me I got the mic, Gods given me Ain't nobody ending me With them shots they sending me If they ever come my way Every dog has his day I chose to live with my personal beliefs Everything's a lie, we living with this disease What's the truth Cause the truth don't really feel right I tell the truth Even when I still lie And that's the truth Would you love me if I still lie So what's the truth Cause the truth don't really feel right I'm not here to freestyle or spit the illest rhymes But I bet chu that yo music won't ever be real as mines My thoughts going crazy, can't tell you what's on my mind I'll say a few things, just give me time Cause the niggaz that I'm smoking with Don't know what I'm coping with I'm broken, don't know if they notice it I wrote this shit, broke as shit Stressing, hate that money gets me like this Smoking too much, I need a better way to fight this F*ck it, put that KOD Praises to the GOD Putting out this music hoping one day he will notice me Until then, I'll be working on my own brand Dropped that management, cause I'm my own man And I fear no man, who breathes the same air as me Saying things about me, better go and say it carefully You got friends, I got fam who really care for me Those my brothers & I know who really there for me Well here I go shit, talking bout the past Switching up my style instead of working on my craft This is Me Surviving you can hear me with my laugh This is David Casa you can see me with a mask Hiding all my doubts, fears, feeling like a star Asking who am I As I sit inside this car Looking out the window thinking no one feels my pain But people sitting with me going through the same thing What's the truth Cause the truth don't really feel right I tell the truth Even when I still lie And that's the truth Would you love me if I still lie So what's the truth Cause the truth don't really feel right