Alias

Intro Look up David you get a menace look my alias you get Verified artist Verse 1 I wish we could trade places Head spaces Switch realitites You be me and I be the mentality Not a bad person It should be you not me that they cursin This life I didnt ask for im not desrvin Death its begining not an end But its just being written until I finally drop this pen Tired of feeling like I gotta hide Tired of feeling like I need to take my last ride Tired of not being dekaun an him David I just wish we could switch I hate it Im wearing a label God grab my hands and legs send youre angels Take me away Let me blow my last breathe not tomorrow but today I know I messed up But im so stressed with this life im fed up Everything around me is nothing but corupt Lord I cant do this anymore Send me that white light of a door I just want to fly and feel hurt no more You see Dekaun on stage yeah yall adore See me in the paper yall want me shot in the core Yeah I admit it Yeah I did it What you want me to say imma piece of shit For strangling my wife cnd holding her on the floor with a kitchen knife I hate myself enough an this life But every day I still try to strive Its all just an obsticle just to try to survive I paid my dues I paid the price I even lost my kids an my wife Hook My alias something I can be something I can own something I gotta be but something I cant trade places or switch Verse 2 Damn Dekaun you take the credit ct the same time its youre fault that I want to end it Wish we could go back to that night Change places and do things right Because of you ive had to face things in life cll because youre hands and that knife I wish to god you never did that to our wife You know I was never the violent type How is it you do this to me wreaking havvock But on a google search you a maverick cnd the same basis im a dick Im a prick This last 9 months has got me sick I guess at the same time I cant be to mad dekaun Though you got my life feelin like it was peed on You did bring me this fame You did give me an escape from my own name Even when its at a level of shame You also give allowance for blame Something to hide Even when life becomes a rollercoaster ride Hook 2 My alias something I can be something I can own something I gotta be but something I cant trade places or switch Final verse Guess its time to face the music cnd face reality if my mind wasnt attatched Id lose it Done lost my wife my kids and over half my things Only things left is my wedding ring But I made mistakes but I know im a son of a king My cross necklace aint just bling That hangs and swings Its a sign of hope Because I know I dont have to die nope Regardless of my attempts and fails I still have my soul now time to change and avoid hell The past is the past cant dwell Gotta get back my family into one unit But this time ill take my 2nd chance and not ruin it Gotta drop that liquid loopy shit I was a nit wit But im gonna change starting today Things will get better I know it will hip hip hooray May not be able do away With my alias but ill quit being afraid Outtro I gotta face the truth im a verified artist but im also a human and we all make mistakes. but the imoortant thing is that we learn from them and not repeat them take it from me. I litterally lost everything I had from my wife and kids right down to almost everything I own right down to my clothes