Posture

Sometimes I think I'll never fix my posture My head will be to the ground 'til I die Sometimes I think I'll never kill that monster That narrows me with it's narrower eyes I've seen a light in the heavens Beckoning something inside Why would I fight on this mountain of mine I'm a fool if I think I can hide So why do I? Why do I try Why do I try I push and I pull But some doors weren't meant to be open I want you to breathe But I can't keep my stifling arms Away from your needs Tell me you won't let the dark eat you up You are who you are That's enough You can't get your old heart To jump up in love when it don't So why do I? Why do I try Why do I try