See It Fall

I still look twice at the corner At the bottom of my street To see you on a walk if chances are good Then I crawl inside and draw the blinds To keep me in myself We spent three years digging up gold from a vein So I could dump it down the well Just to see it fall I wanna see it fall So there's no misunderstanding if it seemed unintentional I wanna see it fall Cause I can't talk about our problems They remind me of the bottom of myself I still look through all the photos We took on sunny days If memory serves me right I was a happier man But now I'm drunk outside the venue And I wait for my time on stage To profit from my losses While the opening band plays You know what? I wanna see him fall I wanna see them fall I guess I am a selfish sabotaging asshole overall I wanna see them fall But I will thank them when it's over They remind me of a sober myself Cause facts don't care about how you're feeling And I don't care about anything You can call if you need some reeling Back to who you say you'll be I'm tired of the axles that got me down this road It seems I couldn't steer them if I tried But I still try What else can a human do But try to find A more convenient road back to you