out of the grey

I spend my whole life in my head I got tired eyes and a heart that's made of lead I've lost count of all the scars So my demons tell me I won't make it far But I'm tired of giving up I'm tired of having liquor in my cup So I'll find another way I won't let myself just sit and waste away Oh I Won't get lost down in the grey I won't settle for okay I won't I won't Waste another day I spend hours on my phone When I should be wearing out my bones But I won't lie down in the dirt I'll keep swinging even when my knuckles hurt Oh I Won't get lost down in the grey I won't settle for okay I won't I won't Waste another day I been walking down dead end streets Been walking down dead end streets At night I can never sleep I still feel so damn lost, so damn lost But I'm still going, going going going And I've got my fingers crossed