Interlude to Process

I think I'm at my limit, dont know what to do I'm just living Hoping lord forgive it ya cus I'm too easy on you Couldn't stomp your mouth in its dirty enough But know I got it on for you know fucking with me you know it's the last time When I confront you its denial Prolly pay to watch em dig my grave, steal my drugs and run away Already did that twice, even stole from my bitch Why you tryna sneak dis? Covered in peer pressure, you know how it goes, wanna make yourself better but the money blows And I see you use my kindness But it's not for free No me importa if your family, every time I turn around I know you behind my back Take what you need because I love you My heart breaks every time I know that your down too Dont know what to do, should I cut you off? Do people ever change? Interlude to process Dont know what's gonna stay Stuck in a hell with a room full of angels Fallen and broken, but we can stay together It's like something I've never seen It's so beautiful But I know I'm pimped out for my benefits like pillars and butterflies Cus I don't know how to guide you damn Because I know what you goin through I know you dont listen like you supposed to (uh-uh) I just cant really say that I succeeded Cus we all broke the police woke I'm in a corner for this So this my statement yea it finally came Choose myself for once grab a coffee under the rising sun Go to the mall and drip down the money I wanted to spend all on you but it's gone Same with my presence you gotta earn it Poem to my fallen homies the ones who don't appreciate Jealous or sum I don't like how your lies taste Drink some water read a bible yea that's what I say Cus I'm goin out Wit the sound rollin green, smoke fine More please, on me Jk, you fein, f*ck off, Where the Bill's, that dont heal cook a meal, do you feel No you dont, you just steal F*ck off Nah bitch F*ck the 12 Looking at me like what? I know what I am Dont need your soap opera, uh David Dolores Uh But take what you need because I love you But take what you need because I love I love I love Interlude to process don't know what's gonna stay Out