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Yea The saddest thing I see Is when both sides equally wrong When hatred and pride are fueled by Resentment of family songs Nobody stops Even if the whole world comes down Well be dead before the morn comes If we keep it about the crowns and clout Cus we got differences, we let it get in the way Soon as you say something and I can't handle Nothing in life I can't handle, you're not the first today But when you standing on my family I know immediately that you're not with me I trusted you and now I bleed So much on the mental Man I can name several I'm gonna do my best and show you I won't be gentle cus its war Makes us cripple in despair on the mental So do you drink blue or red? If I answer you'll shoot us up Yea even before my meds Before I collect my last check You wanna follow my tread Well hol up i'm still in bed I'm making some personal amends So I don't grab the ACP thats in my desk Passed through your system like Being sick when I miss you Pass your gun like its a tissue I'm already sick don't know what to do Stuck in my room I'm feeling the blue haze around me The dark vibes that make me feel Like I'm dead already Having visions of being dead to the tool that made me criminal Praying to God hoping I don't follow my dreams soon Lost in my head every hour of this we call Earth but the moon don't talk back Listen listen yea hear it in the air Listen listen yea this isn't accidental Listen Blood on your hands I wear Swimming head above water, Barely just floating In abyss of all your expectations How I'm not making it smaller My contemplations and Reading statements online you caught I'm waiting for a congratulations cus you tryna Take all of my accomplishments nah I can only stop this shit Calls on the phone recorded Wanna know why I would store it But you don't know more than false prophets And the bitches you follow yea I'm just drowning in My thoughts sometimes Got 9 bitches in the dm Cus they tried to go and see him but I got good rep sometimes Yea all its mine it's a meaning Yea I'm leaving I ain't gonna change it Not until I think that I made it Cus I'm going mad and I won't last long So imma run over played your game homie Whip out the driveway and I listen closely I'm losing my focus I know I'm losing my time I'm losing my hope It's all due to false crimes You chasing like locusts I'm not worth more to you than my Possessions or the dope Hear my name spoken Someone make it easier to die Because I'm broke Can't even feed myself Too distracted from all the smoking Tryna stay woke Yea hear it in the air Listen listen yea This shit is all around you Listen blood on your hands I wear When Confliction arise I don't feel like I'm living or dead My eyes burning red from Starting at the wall im jus overthinkin Fear that bred from hesitation I know now that everyone Just dealing they own They reap the sow It's all about the dedication and not the dough F*ck your fancy hoe We need to feel ourselves to feel each other You can be a different color and be my brother Cus it's all about the fucking hustling There is no other Just gotta go use up what you got It might not be a lot but all I see is rotting In the streets yea Cus we get what we deserve and it doesn't get better The humble feel more pain just gave you my sweater The wise feel all the rain the tears of the community Where does a lost mind go I don't know yea Listen I'll only give you one line for this song So you don't judge what you don't hear So you can see what I'm on Listen I'll make it clear to ya Listen Listen listen yea hear it in the air Listen listen yea this isn't accidental Listen, blood on your hands I wear You can take one line, read two, listen 3 All fours, take 5, take a break Give a sec and let us conversate Nah no no just let it sit and wait You think you know me But you don't know two things Only that I am For wrong things Was is worth your scholarship? Or tainting your accomplishments? Or scrutinizing compliments? Or who you thought were really friends? Yea I'm cool come at me then