X's on My Eyes

I will not forget you No, I can't let go so quick Life is weighing on my grip And I lose myself at the thought of it Going through so much deep inside Got a lotta pain that I try to hide You just wanna tear me down Like those photographs that'll fade either way in time So what's the point of all of this? I can't ever seem to fit in I can't ever seem to win Take an L, still flex on them Don't wanna hear what you say now Talk never matched how you run around Looking up to me while I'm feeling down Funny how the coin flipped on the ground It's funny how the coin flipped on the ground now And I can't go to bed With these thoughts running through my head No, I can't live like this Always feelin' so down and like shit So I stay up real late Like every single night Writing songs to bide my time Drawing hearts next to my rhymes And these x's on my eyes I've got these x's on my eyes I will not forget you No, I can't let go so quick Life is weighing on my grip And I lose myself at the thought of it Going through so much deep inside Got a lotta pain that I try to hide You just wanna tear me down Like those photographs that'll fade either way in time Lost myself sometime ago Now I'm someone I don't know Try to figure this all out Then I fill up with more doubt But there's nothing more to learn Born to live and then you burn Try to be the best you can Try to not feel lesser than Been feeling down in my sedan And I can't go to bed With these thoughts running through my head No, I can't live like this Always feelin' so down and like shit So I stay up real late Like every single night Writing songs to bide my time Drawing hearts next to my rhymes And these x's on my eyes