Deadman

I'm so scared of being open I'm scared that if I show my wounds You'll use my fears against me And none of my stupid dreams will ever, ever come true I don't want to ask for favors No one likes to be ignored I like to read these days Even when I never turn the page I'll read too much into how you say goodbye Say goodbye I'm so sorry I was never good at hanging out I'm too restless and my thoughts are starting to get loud But I can dance a lonely dance underneath a bright stage Please don't be mad if I seem to push you a little bit away (So far away) So wait for me, wait for me, wait for me At the bottom of the sea Waiting for me I'll get down on one knee I can be, I can be, I can be I don't wanna eat Nothing Christmas Eve will be open Under my clothes is nervous heat Oooooooh, you know you're gonna be Ohhhhhhh, you know you're gonna be A deadman Deadman Deadman Deadman