hits of sadness

Do-do-do-do Do-do-do,oh I don't know how to Feel about this Hmm-hmm Wait a minute Play that shit again I don't know how to Feel about this (hm) And i Wish i could go back In time (in time) To see my old friends Again , oh why (oh why) Can i Just live without All the hate (hate) And live with no shame Oh i'm so lame (yeah) I can't even believe It happened so fast (Wait a minute) I can't even believe Where did the time go I can't explain this pain I just wanna sit in the rain Soak all my tears away Sink into the ground With all of my thoughts Can i live another day? I wanna see the Stars in the sky Bright moons too,oh So, hits of sadness How do we want this Song to like Role out,hm We just gon stick to the Lofi type shit for real I'm not alright I'm not ok (ok) I'm not fine I ain't doing well These hits of sadness Is draining my energy I can't seem to find my Way out (find the way out) No i can't seem to find My way back , back , back No i can't seem to figure out How i'm supposed to live When every time these Hits of sadness keep Fucking me up (fucking me up) I still don't know Where to fucking go (Go,oh) I don't know where To even begin (hm-mm) I'm laying in my bed Wondering if this is My path (path) I'm laying in my bed Questioning everything Over and over (yeah) Oh f*ck Maybe one day I'll be ok (ok) And maybe one day We'll live to see another Day (another day) I called my friends up (Hello?) They didn't answer (Why not?) Thought i was Getting better Through i was doing well (Doing well) Hey i'm swell though But can't seem to Get this shit out of my chest (Yeah) I was only 13 When i hit the nicotine I was only 14 when i Started on that weed shit Nah like i want this song To be over the top You know? But, do you really Wanna hit? I'm not alright I'm not ok (ok) I'm not fine I ain't doing well These hits of sadness Is draining my energy I can't seem to find my Way out (find the way out) No i can't seem to find My way back , back , back No i can't seem to figure out How i'm supposed to live When every time these Hits of sadness keep Fucking me up (fucking me up) I just wanna fly away Far in the clouds Of grey (of grey) Shades of blue Give me a clue And show what I owe to you I love you