if you knew me

I'm running away From where i'm from (Yeah) No i'll never be with No one (no one) And i went to war and back Opened my heart And then got it smashed (Yeah) No nobody gets me Even if they say That they do (they do) No i don't think i'll Ever trust no one Because you knew My most weakest spots (Knew my weakest spots) Took me for a joy ride Just to believe that you Were really my friend Turns out i was just Lying to myself to keep You with me forever (hm) But you,oh (but you,oh) No you would never See me again (again) Yeah So if you knew me (Knew me) You would've really Understood me (hm) If you knew me (Knew me) You would have Stayed a bit (bit) If you knew me Then why do i have Do my best to show That i'm worth it (Worth it) Staying up past midnight Tryna understand the meaning Of a good time (good time) Will i ever figure it out? Will i ever get the chance To show what i'm worth I don't know the words To describe how i feel So if you knew me (If you knew me) I needed somebody To save me (save me) I needed somebody To love me (love me) But i guess that's too Much to ask of (hm) I just want my life back I just want my happy self back (Happy self back) But it's so hard keeping It all together Keeping it all under the Weather (hm) Keeping it all under pressure (Yeah) It's so hard when you Don't have no one (no one) And it's kinda hard When you gotta depend On yourself (yeah) For so long I've felt like this I gotta get my mind Right around (right around) I gotta get my heart Wrapped up and kept Safe from harm (yeah) Ah-Ah So if you knew me (Knew me) You would've really Understood me (hm) If you knew me (Knew me) You would have Stayed a bit (bit) If you knew me Then why do i have Do my best to show That i'm worth it (Worth it) Staying up past midnight Tryna understand the meaning Of a good time (good time) Will i ever figure it out? Will i ever get the chance To show what i'm worth I don't know the words To describe how i feel So if you knew me (If you knew me) I'm a growing pain But that doesn't mean That my life is all in vain I may be going a little Bit insane (bit insane) Don't mean to offend anyone Don't mean to sound rude To anyone But i, i don't mean to be This way but i watched it All fall down (fall down yeah) I watched it all cave in I watched it all fall apart But couldn't say anything About it (about it) So if you knew me (Knew me) You would've really Understood me (hm) If you knew me (Knew me) You would have Stayed a bit (bit) If you knew me Then why do i have Do my best to show That i'm worth it (Worth it) Staying up past midnight Tryna understand the meaning Of a good time (good time) Will i ever figure it out? Will i ever get the chance To show what i'm worth I don't know the words To describe how i feel So if you knew me (If you knew me) So if you knew me (Knew me)