seventeen

No one said it was Gonna be easy Cause it was so hard (So hard) Wish someone could've Heard me (hm) When i was screaming From the top of my lungs (Yeah) Looking back at a lot Of things And seeing how greatly I've changed (yeah) Yeah it was so chaotic But it was all so worth it (It was so worth it) It was all idiotic Changing my mind up All the time (the time) I really hope that One day i'll change The world in my songs (In my songs) I hope that one day I can change the way I feel about myself to (Yeah) I hope that one day I get to have a say On what i wanna be Today without the hate, hm Ah-Ah-Ah Ah-Ah-Ah Running away from my past It didn't last long For it to come back around (Yeah) Didn't think that being Seventeen would be so Difficult (hm) And i didn't think that I would have to figure it All out on my own (my own) Gotta make up your mind, a lot And i've been running far away To get away from my fucked up Past (ah-ah) I'm sitting here thinking Will i ever be in my own Shadows (ah) Or will i ever be in my own Head (ah-ah) Not thinking about Tryna find myself For the longest times I'm on a lonely road With no one to hold me (Yeah) No one to (no one to) It's so sad (So sad) I'm laying here Wondering if i'll ever Be happy again (happy again) Can you take me back To the good days (Good days) Where we never had To worry about anything Yeah you see here I got a lot of shit to do (to do) Got a lot of shit on my mind Got shit to prove (to prove) (Oh,oh,oh) I hear a voice Telling me to wake up And start on something new Before you get your Heart crushed (heart crushed) It's a bunch of memories They fading away like the rain It's a bunch of old things That keep passing like The season change (hm) And it's like oh shit Here we go again Over thinking in the rain With watered down boots I need to grow my roots And show what the f*ck I can prove , yeah Yeah Ah-Ah-Ah Ah-Ah-Ah Running away from my past It didn't last long For it to come back around (Yeah) Didn't think that being Seventeen would be so Difficult (hm) And i didn't think that I would have to figure it All out on my own (my own) Gotta make up your mind, a lot And i've been running far away To get away from my fucked up Past (ah-ah) I'm sitting here thinking Will i ever be in my own Shadows (ah) Or will i ever be in my own Head (ah-ah) Not thinking about Tryna find myself For the longest times I'm on a lonely road With no one to hold me (Yeah) No one to (no one to) A bunch of friends That i lost (i lost) A bunch of family That i've spoken Badly about, hm Yeah these hearts Are breaking the Kids are growing (growing) Gotta start showing What my worth holds Gotta start finding What my truth unfolds But we all make mistakes We usually say f*ck it And move on but right now We need to be more punctual We need to be more open About our thoughts Learned that the hard way Learned that the world Is not the same (the same) Leaned that the world Is not the place for me anymore Yeah (Ah-ah-ah) (Ah-ah-ah) Running away, running away Running away from my past It didn't last long For it to come back around (Yeah) Didn't think that being Seventeen would be so Difficult (hm) And i didn't think that I would have to figure it All out on my own (my own) Gotta make up your mind, a lot And i've been running far away To get away from my fucked up Past (ah-ah) I'm sitting here thinking Will i ever be in my own Shadows (ah) Or will i ever be in my own Head (ah-ah) Not thinking about Tryna find myself For the longest times I'm on a lonely road With no one to hold me (Yeah) No one to (no one to)