shadows

Somedays I look In the mirror And picture myself Being something that I cant be And one day Imma appreciate The way I am (I am) Even if I dont like myself At all (at all) I feel lost (ah) I feel trapped (ah-ah) I cant get out (hm) No I don't know where To go (hm,mmm) I'm tired of being The second choice (Second choice) Always unseen Hiding my true colors Lost in my own shadow's sheen (Hm,mmm) And I'm tryna break free From this hell you put me in Yeah and my heart's Heavy with pain (with pain) Every day feels like a storm Pouring down like rain (Ah,hm) But it doesn't matter Cause I'm a growing pain (Ah,hm) Yeah I lived my life I've made my choice I've dealt with my demons But they always seem to Come back to haunt me more (Haunt me more) Now I'm lost in my Own shadows No I can't escape There's no where to run I gotta let it all go I gotta let it all out But don't worry About me cause I'll be alright (alright) Maybe the sun will come out Today Maybe I'll be outside today Maybe my shadows Won't let me down again Today,today And maybe I'll get out And run around But I don't want to Over think again (over think again) Maybe my shadows Will let me shine Maybe my shadows Will let me leave all Of that shit behind Shadows (ah) And I'm always Hiding myself Deep in the background (Ah-Ah) And I'm always Chasing the sunsets But I always fail to,oh What is the outcome Of being a good person What is the outcome Of being a great leader Somebody please tell me Is this really healthy? I'm in my room, room Sitting, crying , and Being solitude (ah) Wishing there be a better Way of telling people What I do to myself (myself) Yeah I lived my life I've made my choice I've dealt with my demons But they always seem to Come back to haunt me more (Haunt me more) Now I'm lost in my Own shadows No I can't escape There's no where to run I gotta let it all go I gotta let it all out But don't worry About me cause I'll be alright (alright) Maybe the sun will come out Today Maybe I'll be outside today Maybe my shadows Won't let me down again Today,today And maybe I'll get out And run around But I don't want to Over think again (over think again) Maybe my shadows Will let me shine Maybe my shadows Will let me leave all Of that shit behind Shadows (ah) Silently speaking In a crowd full of people No one is even listening No one is even paying attention (Paying attention) Silently speaking (hm) In a crowd of people But my voice gets lost Lost in the noise and commotion No one hears my cries (cries) No one sees my life Is it all a lie Is it all a lie (lie) Is it all a phase Cause I need to Get this shit off of my chest I need to get this shit off of My chest (my chest) Yeah I lived my life I've made my choice I've dealt with my demons But they always seem to Come back to haunt me more (Haunt me more) Now I'm lost in my Own shadows No I can't escape There's no where to run I gotta let it all go I gotta let it all out But don't worry About me cause I'll be alright (alright) Maybe the sun will come out Today Maybe I'll be outside today Maybe my shadows Won't let me down again Today,today And maybe I'll get out And run around But I don't want to Over think again (over think again) Maybe my shadows Will let me shine Maybe my shadows Will let me leave all Of that shit behind Shadows (ah)