we're not alike

What even was this What even happened To us (to us) 2 times , only 2 fucking Times (hm,mmm) Was it all a lie? Where were you when I almost died (hm,mmm) I could've but i didn't even Try (yeah) Maybe i was foolish To love you Maybe i was foolish to Even trust you (trust you) Maybe i was foolish to Even say that we were Best friends, yeah Maybe i shouldn't Have told you all of My secrets too I could try But i don't wanna I could lie But what good is that Gonna bring me You promised me the world But we're not alike You promised me heaven But where the hell am i? I wish that i could've shown You the world A little higher (higher) I wish that i could've Shown you my true self A little brighter (yeah) But we're not alike We're not the same No why the hell Is he here with us? We're not alike, yeah Wishing you the best Wishing you some rest But oh shit here i go again Thinking about you In the parking lot again Can someone help me I'm losing my shit Can someone help me Cause i'm thinking of Doing it again (yeah) You had my back Then you had the knife Stabbing me until i cant Take anymore of it Do you even think of me? And smile at our memories Do you even think of me? And say man i miss him Do you even care? I could try But i don't wanna I could lie But what good is that Gonna bring me You promised me the world But we're not alike You promised me heaven But where the hell am i? I wish that i could've shown You the world A little higher (higher) I wish that i could've Shown you my true self A little brighter (yeah) But we're not alike We're not the same No why the hell Is he here with us? We're not alike, yeah I thought i had you Closer , but now i'm Searching for the closure I'm lost in the darkness Seeking for that moment When we really had a connection (Yeah) Let me get my shit Together Let me get my life Straighten out (yeah) And maybe we can Happen again But in a different time (Different time) But now i see through Your disguise All those lies , they really Opened my eyes up You promised me the world But we're not alike You promised me heaven But where the hell am i? I wish that i could've shown You the world A little higher (higher) I wish that i could've Shown you my true self A little brighter (yeah) But we're not alike We're not the same No why the hell Is he here with us? We're not alike, yeah You promised me the world But we're not alike (hm) You promised me heaven But where the hell am i?