Hurt

I'm steady running from the pain I just don't feel the same They saying man don't cry well I guess I'm just not a man Depression and the agony people won't understand I had pen and a vision I never had me a plan Never had me a plan Never had me a plan I'm going crazy in my own mental Like f*ck is going on why I got so many issues? People dying left and right the people that I held close Never said I love you but I really just need you to know My heart be ripping when I'm in the dark Thinking how we fell apart Times getting hard but this shit was hard from the start I graduated school don't even know how I made it High school was never my thing I never really had patience And now I plan to be the things that they said I wouldn't be I ain't never doubted you so tell me why you doubting me? I ain't looking for no paper can't nobody sign me I'm tryna go somewhere far they a never find me They say I'm tripping I just need some love people walking in and out I feel like I done took enough I done got addicted to the liquor and the rolling up They telling me to slow it down if I wanna stay around I been praying to God I hope he hear me This shit is getting filthy Can't tell who really with me And I ain't seen my momma in some months I'm starting to feel shitty I know my sister and my brother been missing me plenty This shit ain't adding up Wishing I can take the pain away but I'm not good enough So I put my soul inside this music hoping someone feel me Everybody know Malik but don't nobody know the real me I'm talking to my god parents when I'm feeling lonely Rondale and brittnee MVP they the one and only I used to call justyce my momma but I need leslie I try to act like I be happy but it really stress me I'm steady running from the pain I just don't feel the same They saying man don't cry well I guess I'm just not a man Depression and the agony people won't understand I had pen and a vision I never had me a plan They tell me to go to college that shit is not in the plan Momma I'm really sorry I know you don't understand I know you want me in school but momma I'm not a fan And I'm gone get it regardless so f*ck what them people saying And I hope you love me for the choice I make Even if I'm fucking up Rolling up these games and dutches promise I can't get enough The only thing I care about is how you care for me Even if I'm down and out promise that you there for me Now my actions got me thinking differently Only thing I ever did was showed love why these niggas envy me Every time you needed help I gave my help constantly I ain't got no words for you I feel like I can't respect you If you ever stole from me then I never will accept you If you ever stole from me then I never will accept you If you ever stole from me then I never will accept you If you ever stole from me then I never will accept you