Eidolon

At your side - I never died My Eidolon - so hold me tight With trust in you my hope shall live And bring me through my endless dream Created of same blood and flesh Drank your wine and ate you bread On your cross you left me here And filled my heart with darkest fear I never hoped I never did I desired the endless sleep Never lost my trust in hopes That have grown within my heart I always wished My life would end - where... ...light and dark go hand in hand How I'm scared 'bout what I intend Please embrace me now forever In my mind - I lived a lie About a God - who held me tight With trust in him my hope it died And truth was burnt into my eyes.