Black Sheep

I'm paralyzed Lookin in my eyes With a gun in a hand Praying to God Every night Sleeves are pulled up Like a gun on my head Screaming on my silhouette My shadow is creeping It's ready for killing I'm scared of myself, but I'm living Pain like I'm bleeding Why do I hurt why do I bleed Why do most follow and very little lead Are you even there cause you never fucking speak Who's in the wrong who's in the right How do I make darkness into to light Why do some live and why do some die Why do I have questions always on my mind Why are these answers all in a disguise Why do some people think that your a damn lie Why is there hate, is there always two sides Every single day is like we're running out of time Why am I broken why did I break Why is everything just the Goddamn same I got not hope so I can't have faith And I never heard you calling out my name I can't fight back and I can't defend Who can I talk to how can I vent Can I be okay without it ending to my death I'm scared of life lord can I repent I'm a believer don't get me wrong Life is to hard, can you write me off life is a fight, It ain't a fight that I've fought Why do I feel like this shit is to much What if you made me was a mistake Can you help me, never feel this way I can't see you so how can I pray Can you please say something can you explain? Can you help me with what I'm up against Cause life is to hard, it's to damn intense Can you help me come through the back end I hope you can hear me lord, amen