Expectations

All those expectations I'm losing my patience I feel like a patient Trust me girl inside I'm hurting But I keep on working Ye I keep on earning Pullin down the curtain You gon' See a Different side of me Yea, all I hear is expectations I'm only 15 Don't count on me to get the pay checks I only started spitting Why you telling me bout stages I'm only a beginner Stop comparing me to Ray J You catch the drift Or are u drifting away All I'm trynna do is start my own wave Maybe one day I'll be big enough to hold a parade But for now Imma live life and rave Ye I love life cuz I'm still young Maybe when Imma grow older ill make a million But for now I don't worry bout that I'm just having my fun I'm just living my life Living life to the fullest And I'm happy with that So don't crash my vibe And don't get in my way Cuz I only care about me and my fam And Imma keep it that way Ye, I started off hopeless Had nothing to do, so I really felt helpless Then I saw the fun in writing verses Ever since then Getting big became my focus Only then I really saw my greatness First time in my life I felt like I had a purpose Shit man, I went from feeling uncertain To dreaming of selling out arenas and stages Ye and I know the confidence is there The only thing that bothers me now Is that life ain't fair But Maybe someday And I don't know when God will hear me out And He'll carry out my prayer But for now                            I'll keep on killing my prey And imma keep on writing till I'm going insane But imma just pray And stay in my lane But don't expect too much of me cuz it's unfair All those expectations I'm losing my patience I feel like a patient Trust me girl inside I'm hurting But I keep on working Ye I keep on earning Pullin down the curtain You gon' See a Different side of me Baby girl Tell me what do you expect of me Why can't you understand That you are just not right for me Yea I loved you in the past But now it's gone baby We're on and off But never on long enough And that hurts me to the core Cause you're the only girl i loved Now we're both broke And I'm not saying it's your fault But I really think we should've kept our feeling in a vault Cuz now we're hurting even more than before But look at the bright side I guess we can move on now Without wasting more time Without wasting more energy Wasting more ecstasy Wasting more empathy Or breaking up our sympathy Cuz all we ever do is hurt each other Then we help each other heal But by doing that we only break each other Cuz we're scared we're gonna lose each other And then we start realizing we'll never really love each other We just tried to manipulate fate And our failures to love only made us hate That's why I'm moving on I'm gonna take a break Take a break from you, and everything else And everything else