Barely Survive

How you tryna say, okay, okay Yeah, how you tryna say I broke you Funny shit, bitch, I don't even know you Yeah, I say it with intent Cause I'm looking for the old you, emotion kept inside cuz I feel I couldn't tell you Cause I feel I couldn't tell you On my way to school I'd be sipping on some cold brew Yeah, I'm right back to the old new Stressing bout your old dude's a pretty quiet kid But every time I speak, I speak with attitude Never was mad, wanted you to have a choice And you're the reason that I feel That I have a voice, kinda sad lately Yeah, I be looking for a rejoice For the longest time, I only found the shit with the boys Sorry if I'm antsy and one for wasting time I'm just doing what I must And I still barely survive, got a lot up in my conscience F*ck ton on my mind, Life a roller coaster, shi harsh hope you ready for the ride I be doing me, and you know that I be on it I write up on the beat, I'm on the mic, let's just be honest Paranoid cause I be faded Ain't no dreams of being famous All I think of people wanting bread because I made it I don't f*ck with none of these people as I last stated World be coming after me, I'm lost up in the matrix Always been a sad kid, man, I fucking hate this Trust be low, had a lot of friends that did be faking How you tryna say I broke you? Funny shit, bitch, I don't even know you Yeah, I say it with intent Cause I'm looking for the old you Emotion kept inside Cause I feel I couldn't tell you On my way to school I'd be sipping on some cold brew Yeah, I'm right back to the old new Stressing bout your old dudes, pretty quiet kid But every time I speak, I speak with attitude Yeah, how you tryna say I broke you? Funny shit, bitch, I don't even know you Yeah, I say it with intent Cause I'm looking for the old you Emotion kept inside Cause I feel I couldn't tell you On my way to school I'd be sipping on some cold brew Yeah, I'm right back to the old new Stressing bout your old dudes, pretty quiet kid But every time I speak, I speak with attitude If it wasn't for the music, I'd live with no vanity Tryna make some money, help my girl and help my family Even though my parents made it clear they were never fans of me Lowkey kind of kinda surprised they never abandoned me by now, got me hanging on a wall like a tapestry Full awareness, I don't care what is happening Shit, I don't care, bitch, be mad at me Tell me later, I know it won't fix anything