Peace of mind

Once upon a time I used to hold you close Now I'm sitting here dealing with broken souls Life ain't always diamonds it's triumph to find the gold Got me trapped up in my mind but I'm knowing the love is gone And I can't breathe suffocating through these toxic skies Won't hold my breath to hear the truth pollute me with your lies How I tried lost direction had no sense of time We can't escape the fate we made not even if we tried We talk about it in July but you was hurt in may You start to show me ungrateful when things don't go yo way I start to notice the anger just led to disarray And it's been harder to love you I'm thinking should I stay You know I'm right yet you listen to what others say And All I asked is you believe and we could run this race I know you questioning the love but I just lost my faith It's funny how we turn things we always said we hate It's always easier to leave it's harder when you fail And I can't bring myself to tell you that I wish you well I felt we lost our trust in god but knew the devil well Could never know if it would last only time would tell I gave you distance could stand for us to be apart A million words I could of said could never find the start And still ain't found them all I know is love will love you hard That's why I'm writing this here letter I done felt the scars All the times that I asked you never visit It's funny that I look up and see you up in the city It's funny that the love That I offered you left here sitting And I know its love you needed if you hear me it wasn't scripted Our time together lived it fast and burnt the city up The heart won't heal just because you find another's touch Who know how far we could of took if we dealt with lust And you ain't got the one you think if it ain't built on trust