Wanted to (feat. Jillian)

Checka one two One two Mic checka one two Checka one two One two Mic check one two Checka one two One two One two One two One two Mic checka one two One tow I never loved you But I wanted to (but I wanted to) I never loved you But I wanted to (but I wanted to) I never loved you But I wanted to (but I wanted to) I never loved you Loved you Loved you (loved you) So I'm holdin' your hand Thinkin' how this can be As I replay in my mind Our entire history And baby it's easy to see As I make this song What exactly happened And where it all went wrong But I'm not gonna write down a list To figure who's to blame Cuz when this is all over (psh) Things'll be the same So I try to find the words To let you know what's real But if you don't understand it Then just try to feel I'm not tryin' to insult Or claim that you're dumb It's just that lately, baby I've been feelin' numb This is harder than I thought I even began to slur I guess I should sum my feelings Into these 8 words I never loved you But I wanted to (but I wanted to) I never loved you But I wanted to (but I wanted to) I never loved you But I wanted to (but I wanted to) I never loved you Loved you Loved you Loved you Loved you Loved you Yea Well if it's true what they say That love is blind (love is blind) Then maybe that's why you didn't See any of this in time Maybe it's all on me I might've played around And you were there for sure As I found solid ground (as I found solid ground) With all of our kissin' n huggn' Damn (damn) our passion was strong Yet you never noticed that I always felt so wrong (felt so wrong) But everything else was great Though I'd never reciprocate (reciprocate) And when you stated your love You were just way too late (you were just way too late) So I'm doin' you a favor It's not you, it's me I should stop before more cliches We should both agree (both agree) Regardless I'm very sorry For the mess I made (I made) Hope you can accept these words That's all I got to say (got to say) I never loved you But I wanted to (but I wanted to) I never loved you But I wanted to (but I wanted to) I never loved you But I wanted to (but I wanted to) I never loved you Loved you Loved you (Loved you)