Staring Into A Shattered Mirror

Who the f*ck backwashed in the mouth wash Y'all were the plants getting spoken to nicely I was made this way Plagued with acne 6th grade body was like okay My photosynthesis lost the blue print for me So now I'm stuck acne ridden 5'6 distorted mental illness Could be the acid, weed, or drinks Maybe all three Combined with oxygen that I breathe Shit I'm lost again Lose myself more than I misplace my favorite pen Oh yeah I was the plant getting napalm Words hitting my leaves create a bomb Ass mother fucker oh yeah that's me With blackened leaves Still all efforts have been in vein Like the saline from that day Where they gave me pills for the pain I was popping like candy Ex told me throw them away told her no I can't I'm still in pain Growing since conceptual day Starting controversy Saying f*ck political things and religious beings Cause they all failed me any way Selfish of me I decide what I will think What will I believe That god is hands off Come on please You paint a portrait and let someone alter ya piece I trash my shit so often That garbage bin holds more history Than the content I'm dropping Uh The mastermind of the trash rhyme Garbage dispose of em spit em out not mine Stars collide within this wack mind Next to the toilet tissue It dies the brights official No stripes but still official Officially fucking gone Like gps when lower Wacker you on Now don't get turned on Put on full blast Teacher call on you like a phone Straight dog more like hyena Catch me cackling When I'm on back again After a vicious accident I go run it back again Cycling thoughts decay Hamster on a wheel erased Like a vivid memory