This Winter's Day Magic

This winter day's magic seems not to be noticed by me again... Tired and uninspired. Oh yes the song I listen to says so much. But is it really my fault should I be more open-hearted. Should I completely change myself to start being loved by people I don't love. Or should I always smile and start talking to those people. But I hate those conversations those I hope they soon run dry. And the circle seems to close itself. Apathy spreads it's wings. This winter day's magic seems not to be noticed by me again... So I wait for your call because I need you there. But the phone doesn't ring. Depression embrace my soul. Frustration tears my heart again and again...