Free From Me

I hope I finish this song, but I just keep (breakin' dowwwn). Got me broken, don't look 'cuz I'm (fallin' dowwwn). Not a day goes by, where I'm free from the pain. All this weight to bare, the hurt in my chest (stained). Look away 'cuz I'm (fallin' dowwwn). I just keep (breakin' dowwwn). Look away! I'm left to (fall dowwwn). No saving me, So, I'll let go and set you (Freeeeee). Twelve years vanished like breath on a mirror we tried to defrost, Built a home from whispered vows but damn, (look what it cost). Two daughters born from fire, little stars we pulled from night, (But even galaxies collapse when the gravity ain't right). We sketched forever on cracked glass (too fragile to survive), Talked dreams in midnight tones, but (silence ate us alive). I wore trauma like designer (looked clean but tore me apart), Never healed the kid in me (just passed the hurt to my heart). Love turned to addiction (I relapsed in our memories), Took dose after dose, (but now they barely set me free). Maybe you watched me drown, afraid I'd never change, But I found peace in the pain, (turned that cage into a flame). No hands pulled me back, (no tears ever left my face), Just the ghost of what we had (and the echo of your grace). I just keep (breakin' dowwwn). Look away! I'm left to (fall dowwwn). No saving me, So, I'll let go and set you (Freeeeee). I've been spiralin' (pain became my compass in the fall), Every scar a scripture, (every silence built a wall). They hear the voice, but never feel the war inside my chest, (I light candles just to mourn what never truly left). I found strength in the fire (learned to breathe inside the smoke), Turned the ache into a rhythm only solitude evokes. You left like a whisper I broke loud, then rebuilt, (Now I carry what we were like a scar I had to wilt). I don't regret the love (just how we let it die), A masterpiece undone (Still painted in my mind). I tried to finish this song... but I keep... (breakin' dowwwn). It hurts to breathe when you're gone... I'm just (fallin' nowww). Still no peace, I'm drownin' slow in what we used to be. Can't save me now... so I set you (freeeeee) You'll never hear this in my voice just in the quiet I became. I held on 'til I tore apart, and still you never came. (I see your smile in places I was never meant to grow) But I won't reach for (what won't show). This ain't a cry (it's closure) not a wound not a plea Just the last piece of pain, (finally settin' you freeee). I just keep (breakin' dowwwnn). Look away! I'm left to (fall dowwwn). It hurts to breathe when you're gone I'm just (fallin' nowww). Can't save me now so I set you (freeeeee)