Early Morning Doomscrolling

In the morning light, wake up with full battery 'Preciate every second 'cause I don't adapt to reality Self-actualize the idea to fucking banish me Bet my last brain cell is pleading to its pity knee What a system I'm livin', kicking my cold feet in rhythm No way with my testimony I could break my inner blister Wake up at six, my eyelids, it's bonded with yellow mist Dark like eclipse, I reminisce a day where I don't exist (Yuh) Why do I do these things the way I do? I don't know, leave me alone Life's a bitch, repeating the cycle in a bureaucratic zone They all put a heavy boulder on me, it's so grandiose I hate living in this routine Wish I could keep it low-key as a baritone Look at me now I get a honored laugh track as I throw a tantrum, I'ma freak out Insanity pokes at my chest, gotta keep hold of my profanity Snap myself back home, hope for better and wake up with full battery Got a metal fist the way I hit you jaw Break apart acidic saw a distance right between me and you I don't listen to the truth I don't listen if it's you Only listen like a sleuth Got a rotten gold tooth But I bite bite bite styles till I'm in de-de-denial Break me down like a nail fi-fi-file Record this shit and throw another pointless track on top the pile Trying to go to heaven counting up my air miles Meanwhile... Mouth stay frothing Got back straight from the Davy Jones' locker with a new outfit Won't live a life if it ain't filled with trouble Beat death and I still stay stubborn Divine intervention still gon' ignore that shit Blind to my downfall walk with a stick Don't know to live like an optimist I'm still seeing spots like a dalmatian Why do I do these things the way I do? I don't know, leave me alone Life's a bitch, repeating the cycle in a bureaucratic zone They all put a heavy boulder on me, it's so grandiose I hate living in this routine Wish I could keep it low-key as a baritone Look at me now I get a honored laugh track as I throw a tantrum, I'ma freak out Insanity pokes at my chest, gotta keep hold of my profanity Snap myself back home, hope for better and wake up with full battery