WORST ENEMY

The only time I'm good is when I'm sipping brown shit My reflection at the bottom yeah I'm drowning Talked with a ghost she said I really sound sick Eyes colder than glaciers my vision clouded Tears falling, tears falling when you said I changed Tears falling when you said I changed My heart can't open up it feels strange All this weight on me I keep contained My worst enemy is me I try to keep it tamed Problems getting tangled like my veins My heart can't open up it feels strange That part of me though will always stay But that part of me is no longer the same The only time I feel okay is when I'm sipping brown shit She want it all up on her face she want that outta town dick I guess I could give it to her with just a little lie My heart won't open up nothing can fix it not even time So no one's worthy to see a part of me that's real She seen colors in my tears she said they hella teal She seen they vibrant we just vibing Couldn't do the lying cuz I'm striving When I'm my broken self Tears falling when you said I changed My heart can't open up it feels strange All this weight on me I keep contained My worst enemy is me I try to keep it tamed Problems getting tangled like my veins My heart can't open up it feels strange That part of me though will always stay But that part of me is no longer the same Dracula Can't see my face don't know my face Her friend patient waiting for a taste She rip her clothes off 'cause that shit in the way No cold feet, we gon' make you center stage Throat so sloppy she reapply her skincare My dreams lie to me them bitches nightmares I'm aware of what you wearing bitch I don't care Shining on Tien look like a solar flare Tears falling when you said I changed My heart can't open up it feels strange All this weight on me I keep contained My worst enemy is me I try to keep it tamed Problems getting tangled like my veins My heart can't open up it feels strange That part of me though will always stay But that part of me is no longer the same The only time I'm good is when I'm sipping brown shit My reflection at the bottom yeah I'm drowning Eyes colder than glaciers, gl-gl-gl-glaciers The only time I'm good is when I'm sipping brown shit My reflection at the bottom yeah I'm drowning I'm my own, I'm my own worst enemy