I Can't Do This Anymore (For Now)

I've been locked inside my head For so long I must accept I should learn how to be patient Holding on to things like hope Finding different ways to cope Instead of girls and getting wasted For all the people I have been I'd like to be myself again Oh I can't do this anymore for now I can't do this anymore for now For now, for now Getting off on attention But I recoil at affection Now we're off to her apartment Then she opens up her mind As I'm spilling all her wine She doesn't even seem to mind that Wish I could love with my shades on Cause I can't see how I belong Oh I can't do this anymore for now I can't do this anymore for now For now, for now Walking home 8 am Head is ringing hair's a mess I think I might be stuck on repeat I grew up rosy dreams But now that I'm in the next scene I check my coat for the receipt I'd like to process a return Buy a new candle yet to burn Oh I can't do this anymore for now I can't do this anymore for now For now, for now