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Hey, look, I'm trying to learn the Things I seem to need to know, what It means to see The growth, how to dream and feed My hopes about my being and being Home at times I feel I need to ghosts, like a dog tending Old wounds that never learn to heal But cope I'm trying to learn the Things I seem to need to know, what It means to see The growth, how to dream and feed My hopes about my being and being Home at times I feel I need to ghosts, like a dog tending Old wounds that never learn to heal But cope See, I get ready with the pain, I'm a Fighter in the ropes, it's got me Tethered to a ring I can't settle with a thing, I'm the Epitome of life, you won't see me in No box, I don't be Speaking out with words, I Communicate through thoughts, I'm Man enough to write my vows Plenty things won't come with ease, if You ain't happy, you dis-ease, and Folks can't seem to get That right, OG's defensive with they Keys, yet we pretend that we inside, So I can feel it in Our souls, we all been walking on Thin ice, I wish that life was more Concise, and not a thought Like how to breathe, I get lost with Humans, being myself but that causes Scenes, I tore my heart Apart, freeing myself from all this Routine, accepting what comes with Grief, just to recognize What I'm like, when it's nothing to Keep, running into walls like every Plite, every dog Has his day but not everyone gets a Life, be conscious of what you doing, At a certain age Acquired you under someone's Influence, it's hidden in plain sight, You demonstrate in your movements Then brush it off like it's light, who Promised we'd be okay, who said that This alright, since An infant's been sentenced lies, so I Trip when I sit in line, cause it's so Easy to unapply when It's reasoned for all your gripes, still Working on my lust and attempts of a Higher spirit, but Sometimes I get intense in defense, When I find a mirror, I'm guessing I'm insecure, the things that I keep the nearest, it's putting dirt on My name, I'm just lucky that no one Cares, the reason, I'm a Purist, so maybe I'm unaware, to a Side of me that is clear, but it's hard For me to just bear, when Them words ain't come from the Dearest, people I wanted here, the People I wanted close show my Shadows And now I'm scared, I must be insane, I ain't been acting like myself to Where I still think I'm Progressing, I'm my own nuclear Weapon