Changing

I've been drinking I've been sinking I've been thinking Of what i did wrong I've been drinking I've been sinking I've been thinking Of what I've become I've turned into someone else All my friends have left me behind Sometimes i just go ahead and cry Sometimes i just stop trying I sit down up in my room Telling myself that i am doomed Grabbing a pillow and putting it over my face Covering up the disgrace I really wish that, all these memories were erased Erased away from my brain Wish that i can go ahead and drain Cause i just go ahead and cry Every time i think of these dreams I just go ahead and scream I've been drinking I've been sinking I've been thinking Of what i did wrong I've been drinking I've been sinking I've been thinking Of what I've become