Hindsight

Oh my days Sitting here thinking How the f*ck did i lose my babes I'm dumb Got me so vex Fumbling the bag Is not a flex She is not supposed to be my ex Bruv I wanna send a text Honestly She's living in my head Feel I need to get it off my chest Heard she moved on for real Why she still got my number still Wanna rub it in my face Cause of how I made her feel Seeing all the pics she was putting up Hurt so bad cause it wasn't us Put her on block cause I saw enough was a sad time It was really rough Holding my hands Praying over dinner I gotta leave and go home But don't wanna leave her Both Walking in a park right by the river Looking at the ducks in the dark Feeling like a winner Piggy backs On the bridge Not to far from where live That was my queen Watching lion king Her foot hurts So you know i had to do my thing Deep stories That i told her Got a tear in my eye Didn't wanna show her She gave me a hug her head on my shoulder Man I really wanna phone her I was acting so dumb them times Feeling like I had so much time I Must of lost my mind My bro told me slow down rhyme Tek time She's the one Why you moving like your rassclart blind Real talk i was stubborn them times Should of took her out clubbing dem times Should of gave her more loving dems times I was blind should have seen all the signsÿ Babe let me come round Pull up let's walk All i need is 1hour Pull up and talk It's written on the wall In pen not chalk Would of pulled up at your house But I'm not the type to stalk I drove past your ends Yeah I know it's been a while How can I forget that cute face Cute smile All the conversations Talking bout a child All the plans that we made You was really my style guess things changed, we ain't spoke in a while, Life took us different ways, feels like I'm in denial. Still think about the nights when we laughed over wine Now it's memories and echoes of love left behind. Should of played my cards right dem days I should of listen to my younger bro clay Try hide it all away Years later my feeling still remain Feels like I though my future away