Let Me Vent

I'm seeing up where I'm standing Can't avoid the fall but you can prepare for The landing Never had much but still I'ma manage Pressure make diamonds in the clutch I don't panic, I was born gifted Long race, I ain't short winded F*ck the start, I respect the finish Take your pride out, then you do some better business Distracting pain with this money getting Roll another wood, roll another wood My cousin E believe when nobody else would Smoking on regrets, memories we don't get back We can turn the page but we can't start from scratch I've been thinking different, reading more, having feelings less More peaceful being solo, I'm who treat me best Swear it's all a test, we gon' make it cause we blessed What that scripture say, manifest I'm relaxed in the booth but can't one with The music Don't it sound good, balanced, soothing I'm trying to paint a picture, tell me what you see What you visualize the pain, or are those, tears of joy for me I can't be around that fake love, I need real energy Most people out for self, so it's hard to build a team Put a bandaid on my scars, trying to heal from the streets Cause all we see is bad days, like it's on repeat What you seeing when you look at me? A creative genius or I'm just a savage beast Its disrespect just to judge a nigga Thinking small, you will never see the bigger picture I notice fear, look at how you talk Niggas hoes trying to play it tough See right through em, they not from the cloth Store runner we can send em off When you a boss, you don't care the cost Roll another wood, roll another wood If Fields was here today, we'd be on Damen and the Hood 10k challenge, yeah everybody got good You used to show love, any way you could We used to be off Jigga, say how we was gon' get richer Now only time we see you is when we looking through the picture, this shit hurt Wild life feel cursed, I felt pain before, this feel worse I keep knots like it's pocket change My money up, I'm not in your range This shit get wicked, I can show you strange How I made shit, I'm still amazed My soul free, they stuck in the cage Inspiration, sit down, talk to God, meditation They missing that part, they vacant I was taught to be great And ain't no limit to the shit we chasing You're always by my side