Now You See

Sometimes I just feel like I'm wasting my time Im working so hard i hope they see the grind Late nights confused i would cry I don't know what I'm doing I'm living a lie They said ima make it they said that they proud of me Im living a dream i know this ain't reality I gave up so much it just honestly saddens me I know i cant make it this shit just a dream I put so much money behind my beliefs You know how much money police took from me I really thought rapping would pay off but now its looks like the streets thats just how it seems Now you see why that I'm playing for keeps Now you see why i ain't sleep inna a week Now you see why I'm so deep in these streets Now you see why but its come to a cease I'm praying to god inside i wanna give up I call every day but he never pick up He had all these hopes but they slowly split up He lost so much faith but he keeps his chin up He knows how it feels to be rich he been up Thats not what he wants he just wanna live up He ain't had no bitches now they all slid up They lied to his face as they watched it lit up He dying inside so he slowly sip up Pay 90 a line for poison in his cups He not even happy his feelings mixed up He told her he cheated got high & slipped up He know how it goes they just don't believe in him He been Toting them poles since a Youngin been reaping Em He watched all them fold after they was just preaching it He gave love to hoes , whole time they was scheming him Whole time they scheming him Now bitch they leaving him Wont let him go cause them bitches love keeping him He unpredictable they cant be reading him F*ck on with them people they just love deceiving him He been through so much & he know what the reason is He understand that his heart is unreachable He's well aware that his mind is untouchable He lost all his love & don't know where his feelings is Sometimes I just feel like I'm wasting my time Im working so hard i hope they see the grind Late nights confused i would cry I don't know what I'm doing I'm living a lie They said ima make it they said that they proud of me Im living a dream i know this ain't reality I gave up so much it just honestly saddens me I know i cant make it this shit just a dream I put so much money behind my beliefs You know how much money police took from me I really thought rapping would pay off but now its looks like the streets thats just how it seems Now you see why that I'm playing for keeps Now you see why i ain't sleep inna a week Now you see why I'm so deep in these streets Now you see why but its come to a cease