Hasn't Been Easy (feat. R.B.A)

Ever since I lost my mother It hasn't been easy for me Smile on my face all the time but inside I still feel so lonely Ever since I lost my mother It hasn't been easy no no oh It's a smile on my face but inside I've been so lonely There's a void in my heart that I cannot fill And you can't understand just how I feel Some days every day I just wonder why Never see my mama until I die Is it fair is it fair is it fair How come why me is it fair Is it fair is it fair is it fair Not them why me its not fair oh Shey it's fair that mother passed away Fair that we'll never see again Is it fair that she'll never call my name Shey it's fair that I'm going through so much pain It hasn't been easy no It hasn't been easy for me It hasn't been easy no It hasn't been easy for me No it's not easy I know they don't belive me I swear you wouldn't want to be me Lifes been a movie So cinematic Everything been getting way too dramatic Ever since I lost my mother It hasn't been easy for me Smile on my face all the time but inside I still feel so lonely Ever since I lost my mother It hasn't been easy no no oh It's a smile on my face but inside I've been so lonely No it hasn't been easy I have seen my mother in a year times have changed Your memory brings tears to my face I can't imagine the pain that Dad faces when he sees your face When I'm down I hear you cheering go sonny Your affirmations give me persevrence Your affirmations give me confidence Your affirmations are the reason me & DOA turned out this way Without you we would never be the same You raised us in the way of the Lord The Values of the Core Always be content be grateful for what you have Thank you for these blessings they made me the man I am 20 years old I still need my Mama love I need am plenty Mama I feel empty Mama talk say the time that I no dey God will fill you you go never fit complain I love you I'm never gon forget you I love you I'm never gon forget you Never gonna forget you will always miss you Didun Todun and Midun will always rep you Hasn't been easy but we pushing cause we love you Ever since I lost my mother It hasn't been easy for me Smile on my face all the time but inside I still feel so lonely Ever since I lost my mother It hasn't been easy no no oh It's a smile on my face but inside I've been so lonely