Gloomy (feat. lofi taicho)

Lately I've been feeling Bananas, not appealing Apeshitting as I'm living Go realer, but I stilt and I fall apart too quick Too tall yet I'm kneeling I zero in, and still can't F-f-Find an answer yet I feel like I'm so close That's what she said Man, aside all of the jokes Guess I should've known The world ain't on my shoulders Arm myself with hope, work Lock and load, although words Never help, all those words Make my world get worse Everything I have heard Came from only sheeple Too many that are real go While the fishy stay though Will my perception change? No I was born with this Outlook I'm given And it stays permanent Changing's so worthless How is it working For others, not myself? Maybe heaven's hell Earth set us up to fail With no lesson. You can tell Cuz everytime we learn We slip up, trip, then fell No breathers, can't inhale Who would've thought That I could've got A day to run off Running away Ending it all Numb to the pain That's how I fall. Will it just stop? Guess it cannot Everlasting Getting faster Problem found and Solution's drastic Gone in flashes Epileptic Bout to spaz if I ain't grabbing A rope and a rusty cage Family friendly, new song My Jersey's like Cobain Remington's the name My shoddiest jabs takes Number one anyways Premonition in my brain States all this crap adds up To the only end that has come Subtracting love to get some Hatred combined with lust In this letter I trust To hit you up more than once From the Rumble House. With Love So, yeah That's kinda why I'm here