I'm On (But No)

They think I wanna say When I'm a call away that They think I been available Daily becuz I'm on, but nope My brain be wailing Not to tell em Cuz it's draining Explaining why I can't always say I'm on Why I gotta fake My state to say Cuz I saw it at my age You better say They think I'll run away If I don't say Sometimes I pray I'll show I can't say Memento mori dog I been a prick in the Unus Annus Ethan at me that'll leave a Mark Yes, For every Chica barking My name to tag along Been like Durterte hauling garbage I'm trashing all of Y'all Brothers who don't kouya Turn you to food pulutan The airwaves, always saw Who gave me crap from responses I'm dishing out often I'm the best product on the scene My presence not for free For those who crawling on their knees Begging I stop just please Consider what I gone through's No easier than what Eric right Born sick no doc no D-R-E Can cure it with shots they leave They couldn't start to heal Holes in my heart from weaklings Locked on my chain They constantly bringing pain Brushing off all anguish That they brought me through Shame they don't wanna see it that way And complain That I should touch grass daily But Snoop rolled the blades To be blunt, what's been erased Is a climate without the change They think I wanna say When I'm a call away that They think I been available Daily becuz I'm on, but nope My brain be wailing Not to tell em Cuz it's draining Explaining why I can't always say I'm on Why I gotta fake My state to say Cuz I saw it at my age You better say They think I'll run away If I don't say If it's tits or clits I'm born with And I been giving them a notion Of how means no means no You'd blame me my friends and my home How I dress and where on the road I chill in or the churches I roam in And Institutions with gropers Or blame the OF and porn But since I'm gifted with a dick below The naval you think I'm moaning Wishing I'd initiate showing Some spine the message they Give you's they got your back boned Let's get it cracking Like vertabrae your paralysis From the femur down Is all that they wanna establish So that talk your walk Walk your talk fallacy Y'all drop's reality far beyond Out of touch can't say psych Less I'm called a narc Or that ayahuasca Got me craving Peach like Mario Thinking it's all Daisies Rosalina Get off the shrooms we up B Real like Cypress Hill Some people tell me seek help Those people done fucked off and went to hell