my fault

My life's been going to shit, and yeah its all my fault Life's been taking a piss on me, I'm taking it all With nothing but my fist, I'm just expecting to fall It seems there's no place I fit, with nobody to call I'm supposed to sit here in silence, like nothing is wrong I just hide my emotions, I bottle it all I'm starting over again, I'm just learning to walk Forget the words I said, I'm just steaming off I scream for help, but I know nobody can hear me I look around for someone, but there's no one near me I'm all alone in this cold world, someone kill me I let the drugs control me, yeah I let them steer me Don't you know that I've been holding onto words that ought to lead me on And I've been hurting, for a long time And I've been left out to dry I'm nothing but a loser, I don't want to lose her They say beggars can't be choosers, but I think imma choose her I lose my temper a little when I see people peruse her On top of everything I crashed my fucking cruiser My life's been going to shit, and yeah its all my fault Life's been taking a piss on me, I'm taking it all With nothing but my fist, I'm just expecting to fall It seems there's no place I fit, with nobody to call I'm supposed to sit here in silence, like nothing is wrong I just hide my emotions, I bottle it all I'm starting over again, I'm just learning to walk Forget the words I said, I'm just steaming off