REAL (feat. TKWC & Kaynine Da G.A.W.D.)

I got real niggas dyin' so I got real niggas cryin I done seen so much shit it's like a leech in my mind My heart turnin' to stone since a nigga been gone They done sold my grandma house so ain't no place that I call home I told my grandma I'ma make it even though I ain't finish school I'ma put you in the hills so you can sit back and enjoy the view And I cannot pick and choose If I'm givin' you my word, that's what I do I seen some real niggas dyin' Momma cryin Cause her baby boy done walked down that line And I find it's kinda hard for us to keep on tryin Tryin', maybe that's why her boy gave up the want to die But it's easier to die than stay alive It's easier to rest Enough from stress, how'd I get out that bind And if I'm blessed, then Lord, please free my mind And if I'm blessed, if I confess, can you turn back time Make some mistakes and wanna get back to the way that I was Cold hearted part, cold hearted part, can't say the way it was Planned my momma down, been partin', get what he worth If I don't generate the wealth, then how I'm gon' break the curse If I don't find ways out of hell, then how I'm gon' ease the hurt If I don't ease the hurt, then how I'm supposed to brush off this dirt Been a long time from church, demon still on alert The humans and the one that Satan sent to take me from her And that's the word I got some real niggas dyin' I got real niggas cryin I done seen so much shit, it's like a leech in my mind My heart turnin' stones since a nigga been gone They done sold my grandma house, so ain't no place that I call home I told my grandma I'ma make it, even though I ain't finish school I'ma put you in the house so you can sit back, enjoy the view And I cannot pick and choose And I'm givin' you my word, it's what I do They ask me why I'm heartless Cause these niggas wasn't there when I was starving Tell a nigga couldn't eat, I want my portion Say these days I won't make it out the apartments Yeah, yeah And it's a true story, lost soul Don't ask me about my feelings, my feelings been gone I swear to God, this shit has been a long road Stayin' in on trailer parks, it get cold It was days I couldn't eat cause I was tryna get that money Make a promise to myself, turn nothin' into somethin It really fucked me up when a nigga lost his cousin You don't really know the way I feel But I want you to know With all this pain, there's no way I can heal I swear that feeling is gone I got real niggas dyin', so I got real niggas cryin I done seen so much shit, it's like a leech in my mind My heart turnin' to stone since a nigga been gone They done sold my grandma house, so ain't no place that I call home I told my grandma I'ma make it, even though I ain't finish school I'ma put you in the hills so you can sit back, enjoy the view And I cannot pick and choose Yeah If I'm givin' you my word, that's what I do Right I think my soul and mind just needs a break The only thing I seem to leave behind is yours to take Yes, home is where you are, but only God will know my fate They say what goes around will come around It's takin' shape, it's full circle But I don't wanna revert to The old me, so young and naive The one who plotted with the tricks and had them hidin' in sleeves The one who dreams about the sports and degrees But the only thing he knows is the hood, the drugs And probably birds and the bees In a city of love, the pain will linger Releasing the doves, constant congregation Delivering hugs, nobody givin' a f*ck Standing on the block, they releasing the slug It only takes a shot to release all the blood One shot, it's all it takes to bring a family pain It's one shot, it's all it takes to make a nigga insane It's one shot, a cloudy judgment in the simplest brain Let me tell my story, turnin' the page to let you know that I got real niggas dyin', so I got real niggas cryin I done seen so much shit, it's like a Leech in my mind, my heart turnin' to stone Since a nigga been gone They done sold my grandma house, so ain't no place that I call home I told my grandma I'ma make it Even though I ain't finish school I'ma put you in the hills so you can sit back and enjoy the view And I cannot pick and choose If I'm givin' you my word, that's what I do Yeah, yeah