Morphine Cloud

One single night, one single day Before it all just sweeps away... With the paradise i do not know, Through the joy i never had I'm all alone on my isolated throne Why have you forsaken me? The days outnumbered themselves into the grey And life cries, a dream dies out into the blackness, Stretches for an empty cup; a chalice to collect the tears That i keep to myself I gaze upon the mystery, this lovelorn identity... Frozen beyond the echoes of laughter This morphine cloud hanging over me Like a snow-white curtain; This beautiful haze overruns me So i erase myself from you; the cure for my sanity... And here i am, unwilling to forgive myself So lost in this remedy, your spirit is haunting me; Consumed by indifference I scream in your silence where shadows conceals me... I'm cursed to search for you Oh feeble, ungrateful my heart; Paralyzed you drown with me Intoxicate this bitter reality Under the screens of apathy Oh feeble, ungrateful my heart; Paralyzed you drown with me Intoxicate this bitter reality Under the screens of apathy The dream died before it was born, Innocence is lost... and so am i But still i pretend to be strong Still i wonder where i belong You whisper to me gently in my sleep To leave this world behind And i gaze upon the mystery, this lovelorn identity... Frozen beyond the echoes of laughter