The Failure Epiphany

I see your picture and all i feel is sorrow... No hate no love... no barren signs from above Can i be you for a while? Let me see Can you be me for a moment? Let it be... resolution Only regret seals the night where i uncover myself... For those bygone days amid scenes of dread Resolve my love into sheer mercy... God knows how many mornings i woke in torment; Staring into the daytime void, lost in fault and wonder... Walking the fields where poisoned flowers swell Embittered into revulsion Confused i face how stern and devious is reality You conquered me with your delusion, Then i vanished into blank pages already written Endurance and devotion kills each other, And a demon enters our room And something dies... Something dies inside of me Drowns in the vale of tears around me With a beacon of hope we could levitate like dancing on air... And there in that moment we'll at last find solace; Abundance shining greater than any dream The morning breaks so cold... so cold My face it looks so old... so old... I rend my nails on the wall i've built around me Only in the shade can i be free... Only in the shade i can be... me