WonderLand

Since 2017, I’ve been following my dreams Stuck in wonderland tryna get away from my reality that I’m a loser I question if this work was even worth it I lost all my friends, but I think that I deserve it Cause I put in the hours, I put in the time I gave it my all, like my life was on the line You will never understand what I’ve been through Song after song just to have these people never pay attention to your every move To your every word They say you’re gonna make it, but they never care Cause they ain’t buying the songs, and they ain’t liking the pics I am stuck on the past, that’s why I’m throwing this fit I’m losing followers like everyday Tryna be the hometown hero, have these people screaming my name I don’t think I’ll get past all it Writing down these words thinking to myself, they won’t get the half of it Let it go Let it fall For five years, you were really strong I said Let it go Let it fall The sun glows, and the night falls Damn Maybe I’ve had enough Maybe my time is up Play with thoughts of retirement Should I just give it up? These are my daily thoughts Slipping and losing dreams I know I look okay, but deep down I am splitting at the seams Wishing I could go back To the way that things were In perfect harmony, before my life turned into a blur Time is moving so fast, I’m about to be twenty-one Struggle with the fact that I can’t fix the damage that’s done So I let it go, and I let it fall Cause for five years, I was really strong I let it go, I let it fall The sun glows, and the night falls Damn