December

My minds and abyss I'm balling my fist No I can't take this can't take none this shit I busted my lip now I'm busting these scripts But drugs do not help me swear they do not work Drugs make me feel empty they make me feel worse My life is in ruins I swear that I'm cursed Awaiting the day I'm inside of a hearse Would do it myself but it takes too much courage Of which I don't have I'm sorry my bad R.I.P. my dad Thought you were the one But you left me so sad But as long as your happy Yeah as long as your happy (as long as your happy) As long as your happy (I'm happy) The thousands of tears that I shed At the thought of you in my bed Kissing my forehead without you I feel so dead You fucking left me on read after all the shit I said I'll never forget the first day that we met I'll always remember the good times we spent But they're all over now But they're all over now (Yeah they're all over now) I might just drive off a cliff pushing full throttle drowning my sorrow Forever tomorrow in this Hennessy bottle Going full speed I guess no on stays forever I guess she don't want be together I guess no one stays forever I guess she don't want to remember She left me cold in December I guess she don't want to remember (I guess she don't want to remember) She left me cold in December