Desensitized to Fun

Swervin' off the sauce, I just copped an 8 of toss All my lines an ounce, I've been sippin way too much Desensitized to fun, lately, I don't give a f*ck I've been doin' drugs, took one sip, I fell in love Thought I was the one, I broke her heart, she broke my trust All my cards on the table, lil' disaster royal flush I pale in comparison, you just a fuckin bust I wanted all her heart, but it was full of lust You don't do it how we do it, all the bullshit we been through Countless times for you, I'd do it all again In the end, it's just you and me forever But forever's never ever, till the never ending Is here, again They don't love me while I'm here, I gotta wait until I'm dead To see the crown, I've been bestowed, Placed on top of my head Surely you knew what I meant, Even if the message didn't send Disaster scissorhands, I hurt everything I hold If you want me in the winter, Promise I won't leave you cold You love me, then you hate me, baby, Why you act so bold? Sometimes I am a piece of shit But with a heart of gold I hope you can get used to it while we're both getting old I don't follow suit do what I do, don't fit the mold Disaster cause a riot, taking over the whole planet Put a knife inside her eyelid, I can't motherfucking stand it All the lies, I'm going batshit Got me swerving off the sauce I just copped a 8, a toss, all my lines an ounce I've been sipping way too much, desensitized to fun Lately, I don't give a f*ck, I've been doing drugs Took one sip, I fell in love, thought I was the one I broke her