Rest In Peace

I Love You D!SASTR (Evil dreams when I go to sleep) (I don't ever want to wake up) Evil dreams when I go to sleep I did this for you but you don't need me bleed a river till my wrists are weak Pour me numb filled with your deceit another one wish I'm deceased Lay me rest no rest in peace Safely say u hate me Patiently waiting For the one I call my own Waiting for the love I call a home But was build on foundation too poor Not so pure from the heart of a whore Don't come near Too much hatred fueled fear Who are you my lovely dear Love first kiss or loves last tear Drink my blood so ever clear Sweet sweet love there's no more here I'm starting to fear there's no point in tomorrow That life is held on by sorrow The pain for forever illuminates Paving the way for the darkest of days Wishing to god would you kindly stay Why do I indulge in this game we play everyday is the god damn same I just wanna go away Slicing my throat just to swallow the pain blood on my bed trying to clean up the stains Slicing my wrists while you drink from my veins You made me realise I'm not okay With or without you it all feel the same wanting to die but I can't take the pain Even though I really love it Reaching the peak reached the summit Push me to edge my heartstrings budget thinking I'll budge but f*ck it Evil dreams when I go to sleep I did this for you but you don't need me bleed a river till my wrists are weak Pour me numb filled with your deceit another one wish I'm deceased Lay me rest no rest in peace Safely say u hate me Patiently waiting For the one I call my own Waiting For the love I call a home But was build on foundation too poor Not so pure from the heart of a whore Don't come near Too much hatred fueled fear Who are you my lovely dear Love first kiss or loves last tear Drink my blood so ever clear Sweet sweet love there's no more here I'm starting to fear there's no point in tomorrow That life is held on by sorrow The pain for forever illuminates Paving the way for the darkest of days (Paving the way for the darkest of days)